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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2003|05:51 pm]
Hmm, i just bullshited a 6 week essay project in less than 2 hours. Damn, do i feel good.

So after winter break i convinced my mom to look into a behavioral specialist for me for my anxiety. I feel so good knowing that i will finally get that accomplished.. To be able to handle things "normally" or take simply tasks "simplyey" :)

Holly and I got all our last minute x-mas shoping done last night.. well, i did my remaining shopping.. Holly just did all her shopping in one day. Impressive. by 6 oclock we were so excited to eat.. we got some fries from Teds.. it tasted so good we couldn't help but makes sex noises while injoying their greasy goodness.. Of course we got lots of confused looks.

I can't wait for break.. I'll get to hang with all my friends i haven't in months. Its sad seeing as some of them only live 20 minutes away and yet i never see them. *shrug*

Tomorrow Bill and I are gana get our x-mas tree. Were gana get a little one.. like way little... just for the "sara & bill" presents and keep it in his room. We already started makeing ornaments. Everyone thinks we are huge nerds... but you know its the cutest idea you've ever heard.
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2003|01:16 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]

I don't know why im so insecure. Why i fuck things up by letting them happen.. When its all up to me to save them by stoping it. I let everything good in my life fall appart. By a path that i choose to take. Even when i know the out come by taking that route. I will never undestand many things about myself. That fact will always be one of them.. It always have, im just destened to ruin every good thing in my life. By a small stupid act i chose to take, or disagreement i make. Maybe im afriad to be happy for too long? Maybe i don't feel like im worthy to live the good life.. Or prehaps im just not good enough to live in a world so genirous. Its all beacuse i have no hope in myself? I have something great in my life right now... lets see how long till i fuck it up.
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dont read, unless u want to puke.... and eat it [Dec. 9th, 2003|09:38 pm]
supershelll: WHAT U DOIN?
Sweet Chica876: scratching my ass
Sweet Chica876: poping whiteheads w/ a pencil
Sweet Chica876: naked
Sweet Chica876: beat that shit
Sweet Chica876: come on what u got
supershelll: while taking it up the butt with a screw driver
Sweet Chica876: while eating orange flavored creme savors
supershelll: oh man
supershelll: ude be in fucking heaven now
Sweet Chica876: while picking dandruff and eating it
supershelll: in a bath of crushed pamprine
Sweet Chica876: licking the dog poo from between your toes that you stepped in on the kitchen floor
supershelll: while wacking off Jason nichols to lilo and stitch
Sweet Chica876: and licking a lock of dingleberries from a musk ox ass
Sweet Chica876: while pulling bugers from your nose and inserting them into the anus
supershelll: shit, slice that anus open and gentely place around the opening some misseltoe.. for that nice "festive" effect.
supershelll: for all them kiddies of course.
Sweet Chica876: OMG
Sweet Chica876: YOU WIN
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pointless... like really pointless. [Dec. 8th, 2003|07:54 pm]
[mood |good]
[music |take your wings outside.. theres no use for them in here]

So my natural hair colors growing back in.. which does tend to happen after going 4 months with out a dye job.. I was sitting in the bathroom sink (don't ask) pulling out gray hairs for an hour. I pulled out 28 grays and 2 bright reds.. this confused me very much so. my natural color is no longer blondeish brown.. its gray. My hair puts me in those "im so ugly moods" when it grows back and im too lazy/poor to re-dye it.. I was looking at pictures today that Dana brought in.. from last years homecomming. And from me then to me now.. I was pretty.. and back then i use to thing i was total Ugmo. So thats kinda sad to think. I hope i haven't goten as ugly as i see myself. Doesn't steal my thunder though. I'm still the mother fuckin champ yo.
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2003|04:31 pm]
[mood |oh yeah]
[music |None more black]

ive watched Finding Nemo 5x in 3 days
you love it

2 much bill bilson?
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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2003|02:25 pm]
you better fill it out, and you know it!

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2003|01:42 pm]
[mood |hornyhorny]

no school today. or so i think.

4 days till my anniversary ;)
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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2003|06:55 pm]
i have the stomach flu
along with everyone else
your next
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ritz crackers and their addictingness [Nov. 30th, 2003|03:49 pm]
yesterday morning was the worst morning of my life. i went to bed at 4... woke up at 6 and couldnt fall back asleep.. the pain was atrocious. I just layed on the bathroom floor for two hours puking it seemed every 15 minutes. I should really get this looked at. But thankfully, it just comes and goes.. and expected.

lifes really good i can say.. good but hectic. Thanksgiving was good. Bill came over for it, then around 8 we went back to his place for desert with his fam. Then played an intense game of scatagory in which of course i rocked the house.

I can't wait till all this legal shit is cleared up so we can return back to norm and be stress free form this shit for the first time in months. Life will only get better than it already is
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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2003|11:20 am]
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